I have been pretty hardworking this sem, mainly because I am trying to get an average of distinction for this whole year so I can apply to study for honours. It is very likely to not happen considering the amount of time I spent procrastinating, but I am still going to try.
I am currently at the lab with Bhav and M, trying to study. M is taking his second Masters course, btw. Trying to catch up the 4 lectures I missed for Industrial Relations 
On top of that, I have another assignment due on Monday. So I kinda have to search for journals as well. Bhav is sitting for an exam on Thurs and M, well, he is just hardworking generally.
I am pretty happy with my progress. Have been utilizing my student ID to borrow books from library very often. So its all good 
Bhav studying very hard, M helping me with my assignment
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Been feeling emo these few days because I am lazy but I have to study for my exam next week. But I am lazy. 
Have been blogging a lot more often at my other blog in mandarin and I really like it. Expresses the other side of me, the urm… Chinese side of me?
Have you ever wondered what language other people use when they talk to themselves in their mind? I use both English and Mandarin. Sometimes a little bit of Cantonese. So I think unleashing the Mandarin side of me in another blog can achieve a balance in my emotion. So yea
Got a new housemate yesterday. Garrett from US. Seems like a nice guy so far and he claimed that he likes to live cleanly and tidily. We shall see about that! 3 new people coming is soon, I think, I hope. Its good to have more people in the flat.
Now, now. I think I’ll go read some articles for my exam. So sad.
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Flying in a couple of hours.
Very sad.
Sigh.
In my opinion, a big part of life is to search for things. Many different things and elements that make ourselves better persons.
I have searched and found and gathered many things and elements in my life but not all of them make me a better person. In fact, some of those things and elements have slipped away as I think I got carried away with the new found elements in my life.
It hasnt been easy searching for all these as most of the time they just hit you in the face unexpectedly. The only differences are the way they hit you and if they bring positive influences or negative influences into your life.
I need to find something desperately. Something I have had all along until another element hit me hard straight in my face.
I need to find my trust again.
Where are you?
Poor things.
Its the “assignments due” period again. Well, it started two weeks ago and will end next week. Everyone in the house looks like zombie. People with imperfect complexion like me would get zits. Well, it is about 40 hrs away from Halloween party and I have one humongous zit on my left chin and it hurts damn a lot. Its bad. Its real bad.
Helen looks like a panda now. I think she slept for less than 10 hrs these two days and she is still awake now! She just left with John(village mate) to McD lol. Its 4.22am now. I am supposed to sleep and get up at 10am to continue to do my assignment. 900 words to go and then I can hand it in before my class at 1pm although its due at 5pm. Oh well. I dont want to skip that seminar.
Bhav is the poorest thing! She has to work, she has to do assignment, and she has to do her pracs at nursing homes and rehabilitation centers. Poor thing. So I think I shouldnt complain so much since all I have to do is to do assignments? But then… my workload is heavier… Oh well.
I want to cry *sniffs* Its less than 3 weeks to final exams and I still have two more assignments and one more presentation to do after I hand in the assignment tomorrow. Sien! And I have to revise too. At least Bhav only has 2 final papers. I have 4 I think I have the most final papers in the house. Linzzie only has two! So unfair *sobs*
Ta…
