I am missing here already

I have spent my last few nights and early mornings in the lab with the kids(Bhav, John and Helen). They are such funny people I dont want to leave them for 3 months!!

While operating under pressure, we did some funny and crazy shyts. Like Helen popping her foot out of the car to cu her toenails, like use shutting John out of the van and he had to climb in through the window while the car was MOVING. Like doing I forgot what to John and he actually went into the female’s toilet to check/wash himself out. Like Helen and John doing a stunt which they call the hydraulic stunt which cause the vehicle to move back and forth immensely. It was fun, but painful. It was even funnier when Helen did that while John was stuck at the window trying to climb in. BWAHAHAHAHAHA. Sorry. Still very funny when I think of it.

I think I am going to Northbridge with Bhavna and her friends tomorrow. To club. For the first time here. I dont normally club but yea. I think its time to know even more people. Then might tag along Helen and the bunch to Waterford next Wednesday, to club too but that place is a little dodgy to be a club. Oh well, just want to have fun

I miss the fooooooooooddddddddddddddddddd. The food in M’sia. Oh all the weight that I am going to gain. *sobs* Moving out of hostel might be a good thing. I would be able to have a lot of small gatherings with friends and stuff but of course staying on-campus is much more convenient. We shall see how everything goes! I cannot wait till next semester starts!!

Some pictures :

John in female toilet.

John got in through the window

Helen cutting her toenails

Some random tree with purple flower in the village and a Bhavna

Ta!

I am sitting for my first exam at 12.15pm and its now 6am and I dont know what I am doing online and I havent slept and I havent finished revising and I think I am panicking.

I dont know what to expect since this is my first exam here. The environment of the exam, the invigilators, the seats, the tables etc they are all going to affect me! I am serious. I am very anal about being comfortable when I want to concentrate.

Everybody I know has been telling me that they are going to fail their paper today. *sigh* So depressing. The fact that I have another 2 papers back-to-back tomorrow isnt helping much either. Everyone is so stress now. I am very stress too. Never been so stress before and I thought last semester was stressing.

I think I am going to fail International Management(paper on Wed). I just have the gut feeling that I would. And Organisational Strategy and Change(paper I am going to sit for later) too. I dont know. I want to cry

By what I have covered I should do fine but… I AM SO WORRIED! I am worried that I might forget everything in the exam hall. I am so scared and I am on my own. This semester, I truly feel that I am on my own. I havent really complained in detail to anyone about my 13 assignments(10 research(2 are group-based) papers and 3 presentations) and 4 final papers. All I told them was that I have 13 assignments and 4 finals papers.

I am pretty amazed by myself for being able to do all these. *sigh*

I AM SO WORRIEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD……………….

Dont tell me that I should have started revising earlier or stop procrastinating or that I am being lazy. I have never started to revise as early and as often as I have done this semester. People who know me should know better.

Stress.

Hi people.

Life has been tough recently cause exams are next week. Been trying to study since a few days ago but failed cause I have been feeling unwell for days. Suffering from indigestion. Stomach bloated so big its as if I was pregnant. Oh well.

After one whole semester, John and I finally discovered that we’re taking one unit together! But different times. Pretty funny.

Went to watch greyhound race last night and it was fun. Lost a couple of dollars but the experience was interesting. I didnt know they used a fake bunny to make the dogs chase after it. Heaheahea. I was saying they should have a real bunny there so that it would be more entertaining. Helen found me cruel and turned to ask John, Scott and Andrew and they all agreed with me! Hah. I mean, it would be mah. Not like they are going to chomp on it also…

Might not be able to stay on-campus next semester, which means I have to move! If I have to, then I’ll get a cheap car to get around in. Dont want to risk getting robbed/raped/murdered (no, I am not being paranoid). Not sure where to move to and who to move in yet. We shall see!

Gastric still paininggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.

Ta.

I am blogging from one of uni’s lab while waiting for my groupmates to get here so we can discuss a case study one Reebok.

I went to the toilet just now and every cubicle has words written on the wall and door.

It sort of reminded me of the toilets we had in high school. I vandalized pretty often back then. I used to cut the table with the pen knife I kept in my pencil case, especially when I was in a bad mood. Hehe. But urm… thats all I do. No other harms done.

Anyway, I managed to finish the most hated assignment on time and it had to pour when I wanted to get out of my hostel to uni to hand it in. Luckily it didnt last long and guess what!

I saw a rainbow! Like a complete rainbowwww.

Just got a call from my groupmates. They are at another lab with the same name and asked me to walk there. =\\\\\

Rage. Why cant they walk here?

Rage!!!

Continue later. Bye.

I really should be doing my assignment now. But I am so frustrated with it and when i think of how many assignments I have left for this semester, I just want to bang my head on the wall. But that wont help.

Cant I just go shopping everyday?

I want to buy more skinny jeans. More and more skinny jeans.

I want to buy more boots. More and more boots.

I want to buy more skirts. More and more skirts.

I want to buy more pumps. More and more pumps.

I want to buy more cosmetic. More and more cosmetic.

I want to buy more cosmetic brushes. More and more cosmetic brushes. (From estee lauder)

I want to buy more necklace. More and more necklace.

Can you gimme money? Thank you!

Sorry. Its what assignments do to sane people; make them insane.

Okay. Back to the most hated assignment.

Ta.

p/s : Did I mention that I have not being feeling well(down with flu, gastric prob and am actually having diarrher now)? It sucks. Kill meeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I am sorry but I have to rant.

I hate my assignment so much. The one I am doing now. The one thats due on Friday. I have never hated any assignment like this one. I hate this assignment so much I just want to dig Kirkpatrick’s grave and shake him to live and ask him to do my assignment because its on his evaluation theory.

Oh wait. Is he dead yet?

I really hate this. How am I supposed to calculate the Return on Investment(ROI) when there is no number involved? I mean, how am I too calculate the cost for training and development with no number?

I know there are ways to do it but I dont know any!

Or maybe its not as complicated as I think it should be. But shouldnt I explain the theory when I conclude that it could help to estimate the cost?

Oh man. I am beginning to dislike Human Resource Management although I really like the it. Shyt. I am starting to contradict myself. Thats what happens in research assignments. Argh.

Please Kirkpatrick(the one who came up with the 4 lvls model)? If you read my blog, email me ASAP!

Thank you.

Ta.

I have been busy bumming and convincing myself to do my assignments. *sigh* Have so many assignments Still have 12 of them for the rest of the sem. Crazy one. Sumore so difficult. I think I chose the wrong major. Human Resource Management is damn a lot of work! Aduh.

I mean, seriously loh. I have nothing to do everyday. I do go out lah but nothing special happened loh. So urm.. yea.

Thats me with lots of groceries. Went to Subiaco with my housemates to get them cause its cheaper there according to them. In my opinion, its not that much cheaper. *shrugs* I know that flip flop doesnt match! But they are so comfy so who cares! Lalalalala… Okay lah.

Ta.

I went to campus yesterday to borrow some books from library to study with despite having a really bad experience with Sunlight Cab(I took a Public cab instead!). Then I found out I got 31.4 out of 50 for my Tourism Management assessment, which basically means I am pretty much screwed. Then found out that I got 30 out of 50 for my Human Resource Management assessment, which means I am pretty much screwed too. So I have to study really hard for my finals in hope to get a pass or credit or distinction if lucky.

4 essay questions 2 two hours for Tourism Management. Got about 8 topics to study on. How to make it? *sigh*

The HRM has got one extra case study some more. =(

Will find out my Organisational Behaviour and Business Communication assessment marks on Wednesday. Pretty anxious =\

Aiya. Stress.

Ta.

I got my Organisational Behaviour report back today. And my mark is the second highest among all. The highest mark is 0.1 higher than mine. Well, all those afternoons in the library searching for journals and all those nights googling Google Scholar for more journals certainly paid off. I was so satisfied that I went shopping after class to reward myself.

Well, one more report for Organisational Behaviour and another presentation for Business Communication then I can rest and start preparing for finals.

Btw, had a presentation yesterday and it well pretty well. Got praised for the video I took, editted and uploaded.

And I sat through some classmates’ presentations just now and I am really glad that my tongue doesnt tie when I am nervous. I am so fortunate to be spontaneous(nope. this is not a self praise. I got complimented before for being spontaneous!).

So yea. Another tip. Dont hold any papers when your nervous during presentation kay? Its not easy for the audience to hold their laughters. Dont point with your fingers too. We can see them shaking. Use a big marker pen or something. >.<

I so love the top I bought just now! *mwahs*

Ta!

Someone please kick me in the ass so I can start doing my report. I dont know how that works but I really need to start doing my report.

OMG.

Stress.