i wsh i coud rite proprly again

I was trying to write a serious piece of entry but everything I typed appeared stupid and shallow. What has become of me? I really want to be able to write like how I used to. The ability to express my feelings precisely with wider a choice of vocabulary. I dont know what has happened to me. Is it my memory that is playing tricks on me or is there a change in my perception?

I enjoyed writing because I thought that way, my feelings could be understood better by others. Do I no longer need others to understand my feelings or do I no longer have complex feelings that need to be expressed?

I have been very happy recently and this could be the most relaxed period of my life since a long time. It is so blissful that I wish the clock could stop ticking so I can remain at this state and not move on. But of course I would have to face whatever that is going to be thrown at me, it is only inevitable.

For the first time in my life, I have a practical and realistic plan for myself. It is a plan I could see myself through and stand triumphantly at the other end and I am going to do it. It is also a plan to achieve one of my dreams. I have always wanted to be a psychologist and I could still be. I have decided to take a PostGrad Dip in Psychology after I graduate with a degree in Bachelor of Commerce. 5 years after, I can be a registered Psychologist. It is my dream and this time, I will make it.

I am going to Rottnest Island with Bhav and a few friends later and will be coming back on Tues. I am supposed to wake up in 4 hrs and I am still awake. Goodnight people. Do not give up on your dreams because someday, you will get your chance to achieve it.

xxxxx