Where is it?

In my opinion, a big part of life is to search for things. Many different things and elements that make ourselves better persons.

I have searched and found and gathered many things and elements in my life but not all of them make me a better person. In fact, some of those things and elements have slipped away as I think I got carried away with the new found elements in my life.

It hasnt been easy searching for all these as most of the time they just hit you in the face unexpectedly. The only differences are the way they hit you and if they bring positive influences or negative influences into your life.

I need to find something desperately. Something I have had all along until another element hit me hard straight in my face.

I need to find my trust again.

Where are you?