In my opinion, a big part of life is to search for things. Many different things and elements that make ourselves better persons.
I have searched and found and gathered many things and elements in my life but not all of them make me a better person. In fact, some of those things and elements have slipped away as I think I got carried away with the new found elements in my life.
It hasnt been easy searching for all these as most of the time they just hit you in the face unexpectedly. The only differences are the way they hit you and if they bring positive influences or negative influences into your life.
I need to find something desperately. Something I have had all along until another element hit me hard straight in my face.
I need to find my trust again.
Where are you?

I am loving this pair of shoes as its so beautifullllllllllll. Got it just now and M&S is on sale! The original price of this pair of beauties is Rm299 and it was 40% off. Or was it 30%? Cannot really remember. Go grab yourselves a pair, girls. Its worth the investment.





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So CF tagged me to a meme. Here goes.
LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
1)
(Okay. This is too tough. There isnt really anything that I would wish for at this moment.)
LIST OUT THE REASONS FOR YOUR CHOICES:
1)
THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU IS: CF
5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER:
1) Child like
2) Emotional
3) Imaginative
4) Creative
5) Hardworking
MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU:
He waited for over an hour for me cause I was late for our meet up
MOST LOVED INVENTION:
Mattresses, pillows, bolsters etc.
WHAT DO YOU DESPISE THE MOST:
Being vindicated.
PEOPLE YOU WANNA TAG:
Everyone whom has laid their eyes on my blog!
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My New Toy III is missing because I was too lazy to write about my new phone (5 months ago), the Nokia 6110 Navigator. So I am saving that up for future use and hence my new toy iv for now!
I have been wanting to get myself a set of make up brushes for quite sometime. I was initially looking at Estee Lauder’s brushes because Estee Lauder is my default facial product brand( been using them since I started to use any facial product) but they are so expensive! So I thought maybe I could get them one at a time and got myself a concealer brush first which was about 46AUD. It was good and made my make up looked more natural and I decided that I would get the whole set someday!

Besides that, I have been an avid fan of Bobbi Brown as well. Been using them for 3 years or so. So I was stocking up my make up at Bobbi Brown counter and very much wanted to get some make up brushes but I knew my mum wouldnt let me to.

To my surprise, my mum picked a set of the limited edition brushes and asked if I wanted them! Mum are the best and the most unpredicted creature I tell you! Thank you, Mummmyyy! *mwahs*!!
I love the brushes. They feel so good on my skin! They are made of pony and sheep(or goat) fur, unlike the synthetic ones of Estee Lauder. I got the mini sets and the holder is smaller and shorter than the usual ones but the size of the head(the fur part) is the same as the original ones. Its really worthy considering its selling at RM350 only!
1 original foundation brush from EL : RM180(synthetic fur)
1 original foundation brush from BB : RM150 (pony/goat fur)
Although Estee Lauder’s brushes are more expensive and are of synthetic fur, I think I am still going to get one of each make up brush when I get back to Aussie. They look so good
My new toy, the Bobbi Brown Limited Edition Mini Brush set



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I havent written anything worth reading for a long, long time.
Human beings are really interesting creatures. Our minds are so great and influential. I used to be really stubborn about certain things in my life which affected be significantly in a negative context and I could not get out of it at all even though I told everyone, including myself, that I have tried really hard and there was nothing left for me to do.
Now, I see a really foolish and stubborn girl when I look back when doing some self evaluation. From tying myself down to my past to what I am today, I am a much happier person. I dont really know what changed my mind, really. Its as if I woke up one day and found myself being released from the pain I was suffering from. At that moment, I felt so stupid for wasting my life, my time on something that had happened and cannot altered although it was something really saddening.
I felt really proud of myself then. I learned to appreciate was in the present and work for the future. I also learned that I have to find happiness and it wont come to be if I just sit around and be sad. From a very passive person, I have turned into a more active person and I am sure many people out there whom are tying themselves down to their problems can do it as well.
We really shouldnt complain so much about our lives. Afterall, if you can afford internet, I am sure your life is already better than a lot of people.
Appreciate your life; be happy.
Herrooooo!
I have gotten a new hair style.

Front view

Side view

The other side view

Back view
I really like Monsoon(the salon) in One Utama. They never failed me!

Sorry, camwhore a bit.
Heres My new look I, My new look II and My new look III!
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