Sigh.

I am sitting for my first exam at 12.15pm and its now 6am and I dont know what I am doing online and I havent slept and I havent finished revising and I think I am panicking.

I dont know what to expect since this is my first exam here. The environment of the exam, the invigilators, the seats, the tables etc they are all going to affect me! I am serious. I am very anal about being comfortable when I want to concentrate.

Everybody I know has been telling me that they are going to fail their paper today. *sigh* So depressing. The fact that I have another 2 papers back-to-back tomorrow isnt helping much either. Everyone is so stress now. I am very stress too. Never been so stress before and I thought last semester was stressing.

I think I am going to fail International Management(paper on Wed). I just have the gut feeling that I would. And Organisational Strategy and Change(paper I am going to sit for later) too. I dont know. I want to cry

By what I have covered I should do fine but… I AM SO WORRIED! I am worried that I might forget everything in the exam hall. I am so scared and I am on my own. This semester, I truly feel that I am on my own. I havent really complained in detail to anyone about my 13 assignments(10 research(2 are group-based) papers and 3 presentations) and 4 final papers. All I told them was that I have 13 assignments and 4 finals papers.

I am pretty amazed by myself for being able to do all these. *sigh*

I AM SO WORRIEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD……………….

Dont tell me that I should have started revising earlier or stop procrastinating or that I am being lazy. I have never started to revise as early and as often as I have done this semester. People who know me should know better.

Stress.