Dreading every moment. *updated*

I just did not feel like blogging for the past few days. If I did, the entry will only be filled with how badly I do not want to go Aussie. I hate it. Really. But I think I should stop hating it and try to accept it by now. Do not want to have home sick attacks because I know I will hide in the bed and cry my eyes out all the time if that happens

I will update this entry later. Dont feel like blogging right now *sobs*

*update*

I am so hungry. Suddenly craving some “yuu tan”(fishball) from this certain restaurant. It was so good

I am suffering from mysterious backache too. It is mysterious because I have no idea how I got it and it really painful when I position my shoulders certain ways. I cant pick things up from the floor with my left hand while sitting down, too. So cham!

I know this is a whiny entry. Probably will have more in the future but well, bear with me can arh?

Okay. Dont feel like blogging anymore for now. *bawls*

*update again*

I was sobbing to myself after reading about someone leaving the country and the family, friends and the boyfriend was sending her off. All the tears! I dont want to cry at the airport Can or not?

I am begining to hate myself for choosing a major that isnt offered in M’sia. I have to remind myself constantly that its 4-5 months before I come back here. It may seems short, but its like decades. I really dont want to leave.

I hate this. Screw it.