and I am so excited!!!!
omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM SO EXCITED!!!!
I am thinking of moving my blog. Havent decided on where yet. Let’s see if I am gonna make more boyfriends with that new site 
Ops. Did I not update for 6 days already?
Well, not like I have anything to blog about. Mind has been kinda blur. I think its due to me dreading for time to pass to quickly. I give you one picture to look at, kay?
Thats me with my mind wandered off. *sigh*
But tomorrow will be a happifying day :DTa.
I havent been feeling depress or emotional for a long time. I think it was since I met The Guy. Not many people know how screwed up I was. In fact, nobody knows how bad it was. Or it is. I mean, I am really happy right now but I cant but wonder if this is really me. The Guy makes me happy. Hence I am happy. But when he is not around, am I still gonna be happy? Or am I gonna be like how I used to be?
I have been feeling rather depress for the past few days. With assignments due and finals around the corner, having to prepare for my departure set the bomb off. I really dont want to leave. I guess nobody knows how it feels like no matter how many times I say “I dont want to go”.
I really dont want to go.
The Guy drove us to Melaka today. It was a one day trip and it was my first time there! It was a really pleasant trip. Not like Melaka was a blast, it was the company. =) Oh, we stopped at Port Dickson on the way back for sunset. 
Will post some pictures up soon. I am too sleepy to wait for blogger to load.
But heres a teaser.
Yup, its blur but I really like it. Taken in Port Dickson at
some resort’s beach area.
Ta!
I have been watching a lot of One Tree Hill lately until at one point I sort of lost interest because its always the same story but different scenario. Anyhow, I am still going to finish it. Hrm. Maybe I should save them for Aussie. I dont know. Shall see.
I have became calmer now when I about leaving. I am sure things will work out. Afterall, it wont be long although time does pass slower without him with me. But I think I will be fine. I am not sure about him. He seems pretty okay with it, taking it well.
Right now, I just hope I can get the hostel I applied for because its the most decent looking one among all. Please dont gimme a crappy stay?
I am looking forward to wearing my winter wardrobe though! Bought some new winter clothings which I cannot wait to wear! Well, I can, in an air conditioned room but its not fun when one sees them.
I just cannot wait to go to Aussie and get over and done with what I have to do in life and get my ass back here and snuggle with my baby every single day and night from then onwards!
*sigh* I really dont want to go 
I got my Organisational Behaviour report back today. And my mark is the second highest among all. The highest mark is 0.1 higher than mine. Well, all those afternoons in the library searching for journals and all those nights googling Google Scholar for more journals certainly paid off. I was so satisfied that I went shopping after class to reward myself.
Well, one more report for Organisational Behaviour and another presentation for Business Communication then I can rest and start preparing for finals.
Btw, had a presentation yesterday and it well pretty well. Got praised for the video I took, editted and uploaded.
And I sat through some classmates’ presentations just now and I am really glad that my tongue doesnt tie when I am nervous. I am so fortunate to be spontaneous(nope. this is not a self praise. I got complimented before for being spontaneous!).
So yea. Another tip. Dont hold any papers when your nervous during presentation kay? Its not easy for the audience to hold their laughters. Dont point with your fingers too. We can see them shaking. Use a big marker pen or something. >.<
I so love the top I bought just now! *mwahs*
Ta!
I dont know how to put them in words but I will try.
I have been so much happier ever since the day I met you. You showed me the other side of the world because we are so different in many things. But we got together somehow and we have came this far. It is a huge pain to have to leave you and everything else behind to do what I have to do in my life. It is beyond dreadful.
A simple dinner led us to now,
Its something I will never question how,
Although the road has not been smooth,
Your love is all I yearn,
And to be a better lover I will learn.
All the patience you have shown amazed even myself. I am grateful and I can only reciprocate with more love from me.
I could care less about anything else
There just isnt anything to worry about when you are with me. Thank you, my baby.
Yes! This is another camwhoring session with my new curls.
Clear front view
If vain pictures make you nauseous, you really should stop reading this entry right now. If your curiosity > being nauseous, you may continue. And if you continue to view this entry, dont leave me comments like how the pictures disgust you or something along that line, okay? I have already warned you. Thankie.
My Fave
Ta.
