My connection is so annoying -_-

Anyway, I am going to blog about happiness now. There are so many kinds of happiness.

1. Happy when u’re with your friends.
2. Happy when u’re with your family.
3. Happy when u’re with your lover.
4. Happy when u’re doing things you love.
5. Happy when you achieve something.
6. Happy when u’re feeling happy for somebody else.
etc.

I have been through all the category above. Each happiness sends a different wave of excitement. However, I personally like the happiness I feel when I am with the one I love(The Hubz!). It actually makes me forget about unhappy things. Nothing feels calmer than being with him. Nothing feels more peaceful than being with him.

The rest of the happiness come second, third, fourth, fifth and sixth. Will elaborate more when I blog the next time. Now, I have to go shopping with me mum!

Ta!

I have been busy, peoplez. With both studies and personal life. Been fun though. Rushing assignment can sometimes be fun.

Somehow, I did not know who my groupmates were for my marketing plan assignment. I only got their names 6 days before the assignment were due. It was a Friday sumore. I tried contacting as many classmates I know as possible to get to them, but failed. So i search for them in Friendster. Wakakaka. It was my last resort, okay. And I found one of them!

Got his reply on Sunday. Being a super procastinator, I only started to do my part on Wednesday, the day before the assignment were due. It wasnt until I started to do it only I realised how long my part was. I tried to get help from other members only to find out that they havent done theirs too. How fun!

So rush until I had to meet up with one of the members, whom I have never talked to face-to-face, to have a mini discussion at The Hubz’ place at midnight -_- However, we managed to finish it.

.:Manja of the day:.

me : *does the daily dose of merajuk-ing*
hub : You take up both the merajuk and get angry license. Then what do I have??
me : You get to have the sayang me license maahhh…
hub : -_-”

Ta!

First of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, POLLY!

Bring you out for lunch when we’re both free, okay. But you’ll need to get up earlier for that

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I am very sleepy now as I got up at 3.30am to do prepare for my presentation which I presented this morning. It was an interesting topic and I had a very helpful partner whom stayed up until 5am to help me search for information.

I managed to finish it at 7.30am and prepared myself for class. I was quite worried about the presentation because the tutor havent taught us on the topic yet and our presentation was supposed to be next week. Because its Hari Raya next week, she brought forward our presentation. I was really afraid that I’ld make a fool of myself in front of the class presenting the wrong thing.

After dressing up, I printed the slides out, saved a copy of the slides in my thumb drive, and was set to leave. Locked room’s door, went to kitchen to fill my water bottle, unlocked main door….

and I found that I did not have my key pouch with me. I turned and looked at my locked room. I LEFT ME KEYS IN MY ROOM AND ITS LOCKED WITH MY ROOM’S KEY IN IT. How was I to leave home? Wasted my effort to prepare the slides! Die die die!

Thank God for mums. I then recalled my mum hid a spare room key of mine somewhere(I cannot reveal where lahz). So I got to class just in time. I think I am going to call her in a while, to show my gratitude. Hah.

Got through the presentation. I was very nervous about my content. However, after seeing the tutor’s first nod, I started to get comfy and presented fairly smooth. Teacher said that I had confident and was good, at the end of the presentation. That made my day!

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Had a conversation with Frankie today about me wanting to get a new camera.

VaLz: but i dun have canon powder shot S3 IS
VaLz: *power LOL
frankie~: not big meh?
frankie~: hahhahahhahahaaahh
frankie~: powder shot
VaLz: a bit but its so nice!
frankie~: OMG
frankie~: hahahhhahahhaha
VaLz: do not laugh at me.
VaLz: DO NOT LAUGH AT ME
VaLz: although i am laughing
VaLz: too
frankie~: 6 MP of powder shot
VaLz: ahahahahahahaha
VaLz: -_-
frankie~: gurantee-ing a high quality shot even when u
shoot ur powder
frankie~: hahahahahhaah
VaLz: …

Typos happen all the time, okay. I am going to take a nap now.

Ta!

After listening to this song on the radio for many, many times, I’ve decided that I MUST have this song. However, I couldnt find it anyway. I mean, I spent the whole night searching for this song and then Kenneth came to the rescue. He found me the song. Good things should be shared. Get it here. Link expires in 7 days from now.

I found its video clip in youtube.com and another self-produced video clip. Both equally touching. Enjoy!

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=myivmxdzYiA">
Ori clip

self-produced clip(not by me lah)

Heres the lyrics :

Artist/Band: Rascal Flatts
Lyrics for Song: What Hurts The Most
Lyrics for Album: Me & My Gang

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

[Thanks to grindl986@hotmail.com, bgbdcourt7412@aol.com,
Bounce0590@yahoo.com, blondie12888@aol.com for lyrics]

Ta!

I like to look at my old pictures but I cant help but notice HOW FAT I HAVE GOT. I mean… I looked much better in pictures when I was 18 compared to now. The best way to see what time has been doing to us is through pictures. How good if we can turn back time. *sobs*

We were only 17

Taken when we were 18

My first clubbing experience. Thats taken before we took off. We were still 18.

We were 19, in Taiwan

19, Taiwan too

20, with curly hair

20, with straight hair

20, with short hair

21, with Jonathan in Kuching at Barz!ng

21, in Kuching at Tao

Yes. I want to be 18 again. Although its only 3 yrs apart, I can see a lot of changes. Mostly negative ones -_- Gimme back my youth!!!!

p/s : Wen, we did so many things together so I guess you will be glad to do this turn-back-time thingy with me *points at your pictures* Hheheheheheheh =P

I have been getting some hits from people looking for Jeniffer Love Hewitt’s Love Will Show You Everything song after I posted the review for the movie If Only. Most of them were looking for the song. So here it is. But the link expires in 7 days. Send me an email to request for the song if you like to, and if my mood is good, I’ll send it to you. Heh.

Anyway, bro go here today. Amazingly, we got along quite well today. Havent argued, havent fought. I thought with my mum away from us, we would start fighting the moment we laid eyes on each other. I dont know. I think he is begining to like me and likewise.

I think its a good begining for him to move back to KL. maybe we could rekindle our relationship.

Ta.

I just watched the movie The Break Up. Many people said that it reflects whats happening in many relationships in real life. After watching it, I agree with what they said. Especially the dishes part where Brooke wanted Gary to want to do the dishes. Well, the point is not doing the dishes. It about the guys willingly want to help us. Guess most guys dont see that.

However, if an orgy ever took place in the living room in my condo with my guy involved, I would march straight to the kitchen and get hold a pair of scissors. The rest, you all can imagine. I would not cry myself to bed. If there is any tear, he should be the one crying(in pain hehe).

Most of the time, when these kind of guys realise whats actually going on, its normally too late to go back.

Tip : Do not let any fights drag for too long. Best is solve it right there and then(if non of you are violent) or the next day when both of you are a little calmer.

Ta!

I went to see a doctor for my flu and got some med to makan. I got home, took the med, and went straight to bed.

2-3 hrs later, I woke up with and itchy face. I couldnt stop scratching my face. I got up, applied somne ointment and went back to bed. I woke up with red patches on my face the next day. So scary…

Turned out I was allergic to the medicine. I looked like as if I have just got back from a sun bathing trip, with a badly burnt face. So awful!

Luckily my face did not swell. I cant imagine having a fatter face than the one I am having now. =
But I am fine now. Mom is going back to Sarawak later and my bro has finally decided to come back to KL. He will be reaching on Tuesday. I am not sure whats my feeling towards losing my total freedom, but I am pretty sure that it wont be pleasant. Sigh.

Ta.

It has been quite an interesting week for me. First, I found out on Tuesday that I had to pass up a 1500 words research on Thursday(today) and a law exam to sit for. I did not have any materials for the research. How?I havent studied for the exam. How?

Nevermind. Chill for a little while. My little while turned out to be one whole day. It was until I got home from class on Wednesday afternoon I wanted to start doing my studying for the law exam as the exam was on Thursday too. I flipped open the book and I discovered that I didnt know which part was gonna be tested. So I sms-ed my friend to ask. Her reply freaked me out.

“Eh. The exam is tomorrow meh? Its today(wednesday) lah….”

!!!!!!!!!

*flips through organiser*

Law tutorial exam. (wed) 6.10pm-6.55pm LT2.

OMG. I havent studied and it was already 2.45pm!! So I called her up and she told me which part were gonna be tested. However, I didnt have one part of the material to revise with. So I dashed back to the campus, hoping that someone could lend me their copy.

Reached campus at 4 something to find many of my coursemates revising for the exam. It would be really funny if I turn up on Thursday for the exam. While waiting for my friend to arrive, I revised on those parts which I have materials to revise with. I am not sure if it was a blessing in disguise or what.

At 5.45pm, another friend of mine came to me and told me that the essay question is on topic 4. I was so relieved because I spent the most time memorizing the acts in topic 4! Luckily I didnt get hold of the materials I did not have or I would have spent more time revising that.

I went into exam hall happily and came out of the exam hall even happier.

I got happy a little early. There was still a research to be done.

My plan was :

7.30pm : Have dinner with The Hubz.

10pm : Get home, shower, search for reference for research.

12am : Sleep

4am : Get up to do the report.

10:05am : Get to class and pass up report.

The first few agendas went according to plan but me getting up at 5.30am to do the report sort of screwed the most important part of the plan.

Ended up reaching class at 11.30am when the lecturer annouced break for 15 mins for the class. I was 1 and half hr late. Hee. Fortunately, I could answer almost all the questions discussed after the break. So the lecturer was happy with me again.

Now, now. 2 presentations and one marketing plan to go. All due within 14 days. How fun!

Ta.

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I forgot to write about the haze -_-

I am sick because of the stupid haze! First sore throat and now flu. Imagine I have to drive and pull out the tissue and blow my nose, several times during each drive. I can feel the dust in my eyes, nose, throat, lungs and hair.

Why do we have to go through this? Why?! WHY?!?!?!

Okay. I am going to rest.

Ta.

My connection went cuckoo for the past few days and if it wasnt for the Astro, I would have died of boredom. Now that the connection is back, I am too lazy to blog already. I am like…half a couch potato now.

I went to The Hubz hometown with him for the weekend. It was interesting. The drive there was…exciting for the first 1hr, and sleepifying for the next few. Not that The Hubz was boring, it was just me, not having enough sleep. I ended up sleeping most of the time during the weekend. Tired mah.

The mozzies there turned out to be hungrier than any other mozzies elsewhere. they sting whichever part of your skin that is exposed. So my forehead kena bitten. kembang like I just knocked my head hard on concrete. It was painful, not itchy. SO cham.

Then we visited a few places, took some pictures and had some fun. The dog at his place was so cute. It could open the door! And he was a beautiful dog. White colour fur with some trails of grey on his head and around his mouth. He had an innocent face too.

Mum is coming back to Malaysia from Taiwan tomorrow. Time flies. Gonna spend less time with The Hubz. *sobs*

Ta.