And you think you know them

Females are really some scary creatures(mostly, not all). I have been unfortunate enough to have a lot of scary female friends whom I thought were worth giving my heart to. However, my heart comes back to me stabbed all the time.

I have no idea why. Am I such a bad person to attract low life scums like these? I really would like to know why.

I think I am happier without friends. The more friends you have, the more troublesome things you’ll get. I’ld love spending time alone in my room rather to face troublesome creatures whom can hide their second face so well.

I am tired of being put into silent competitions and being compared. Why the fck do you all care so much about my existence? I did not even want to compete at the first place. No, I dont give a fck about what you all think about me. But sometimes, you all go overboard. I treated you all as my close friends. If you want to stab me, dont go hiding behind me. Because thats what you all did, and that hurt a lot. Wait a minute. Perhaps that what your intention.

If I am such a bad friend, you all are free to walk out of my life because I dont care anymore. What kind of friends are you all? Make baseless assumptions and ridiculous conclusions about me and my feelings. I dont see any respect.

In fact, you all should be glad that I let you all to be a part of my life as I love being alone, spending quality time with myself and that, should show you all how heavy you all weighed in my heart. Too bad its not appreciated. Not to mention recipocated.

Yup. I know what you all have been doing. Was just trying to not acknowledge them. All these years, there are too many to remember. But its time to put things to an end.

I think there are a lot of girls with good personalities out there to befriend with, if I want to. Your friendships wont make much difference.

3 down. 1 left. How long can you last?