I have been sleeping at around 5am for the past few days and getting up at 8am to go to class. Then I take long afternoon naps after class. Its unhealthy, I know!

The Hubz(The Guy) told me to adjust my sleeping time back to normal when he was sending me home after dinner. Wanting to be/feel healthier, I dragged myself to bed at 10pm despite having an at least 3hrs nap before dinner. And I fell asleep! So happifying.

*PING PINGG PLAANNG PLAANNNGGG*

It was around midnight when I got wakened by that noise. Something broke. That noise came from upstairs. I heard a girl screaming. Then I heard people throwing more things on the floor, kicking the things around. It wasnt a dream. I was frightened by the loud crash. My heart was racing.

I tried to calm myself down and sleep again but the noise didnt stop. So I got up and went to the living room, trying to listen properly. The girl was crying her heart out and mumbling something loudly. I got worried.

Then I suddenly heard her saying something like “wait until die only blah blah blah”(direct translation from mandarin).

OMG! Was she going to jump?! 7th floor is high! I got really worried and scared. Not knowing what I could do, I called Polly because he was still awake. He then encouraged me to go down and inform the security guard of what happened. And I did.

With white colour cream on my face(again!!). The guard immediately jumped to action, asking his colleague to send a squad to that unit. When I got back to my unit, the unit upstairs was quiet. So fast settle already?! Then the guards are gonna curse me for making them send a squad for nothing!

Anyhow, I hope that everything is okay. And now, I cant go back to sleep anymore! So frustrating.

After pondering for days, I still dont understand why a bestfriend would say the other desperate and lonely(behind her back, to someone else) when she got together with a guy whom she is happy with.

Perhaps friendship doesnt mean much to some people. What would you do if you were the victim?

If I was the victim, I wont know what to do. Perhaps I’ll just distance myself.

Poor friend of mine.

I went to the optical shop to repair my specs a few days ago and some stall caught my eyes. The mobile phones they displayed were somehow different and were very cute. I apporached the stall and found out that they wear clothes for your mobile phone!

I mean, they stick a layer of urm…sticker on your phone to beautify and to protect them from scratches. They looked so cute I couldnt resist. I wanted one too!! So I started to flip through their dictionay-thick album for some nice sticker. When you’re eventually bored with the sticker, you can just peel it off and it will not leave any sticky, dirty looking thingy on your phone.

So I chose a set of sticker and left them my phone. After my visit to the optical shop, they were not done with my phone yet. So I stood there and waited.

The result…

To be honest, I was very disappointed. It looked very ah-lian to me(no, it has nothing to do with the owner. I am not ah-lian!!!). If it didnt cost me more than RM50, I would have tore it off already.

When I reached home later that night, I reached for my mobile phone and took it out from my handbag. I gave myself a shock. I forgot that my mobile is now purple in colour(and ah-lianish).

I dont know. I hope I can get used to it soon.

I have been quite busy for the past few days.

I went for facial on Thursday in Midvalley. If they hadnt call me up, I wouldnt notice that the last time I went was in October 2005. Thats about a year. Time flies. Turned out that I still had 4 appointments with them. I thought it was one time and was thinking of leaving it to go expire as I am too lazy to drive to Midvalley(I am getting lazier each day).

I forgot how relaxing it was. The face and scalp massage were very soothing. The lady was gentle and happy which made me feel very, very relaxed. Next appointment is on this coming Tuesday! I cant wait. My face is so dehydrated. Bahz.

Then there is my assignment, which was supposed to be handed in today. The lecturer was kind enough to extend the deadline to tomorrow. Well, I have done mine but now I have more time to do some touch up.

I started doing it on Thursday night and it was so freaking complicated. We had to create a website using Microsoft Frontpage. Microsoft what?? I am sure I’ll score an A in blogging(as in I am familiar with the functions, not as in I blog very well), but creating a website wasnt one of the skills I possess(but I am a pro at it now). I spent the whole night trying to figure out what went wrong with ONE command. Got so frustrated I went to bed instead.

I am going to watch tv now(still very excited over the fact that I now have Astro!).

Ta!!

A few days ago, I posted some of my favourite pictures of myself, captured with a digital camera. This post will present some of my favourites pictures of myself, captured with my webcam. Enjoy.

Ta.

Females are really some scary creatures(mostly, not all). I have been unfortunate enough to have a lot of scary female friends whom I thought were worth giving my heart to. However, my heart comes back to me stabbed all the time.

I have no idea why. Am I such a bad person to attract low life scums like these? I really would like to know why.

I think I am happier without friends. The more friends you have, the more troublesome things you’ll get. I’ld love spending time alone in my room rather to face troublesome creatures whom can hide their second face so well.

I am tired of being put into silent competitions and being compared. Why the fck do you all care so much about my existence? I did not even want to compete at the first place. No, I dont give a fck about what you all think about me. But sometimes, you all go overboard. I treated you all as my close friends. If you want to stab me, dont go hiding behind me. Because thats what you all did, and that hurt a lot. Wait a minute. Perhaps that what your intention.

If I am such a bad friend, you all are free to walk out of my life because I dont care anymore. What kind of friends are you all? Make baseless assumptions and ridiculous conclusions about me and my feelings. I dont see any respect.

In fact, you all should be glad that I let you all to be a part of my life as I love being alone, spending quality time with myself and that, should show you all how heavy you all weighed in my heart. Too bad its not appreciated. Not to mention recipocated.

Yup. I know what you all have been doing. Was just trying to not acknowledge them. All these years, there are too many to remember. But its time to put things to an end.

I think there are a lot of girls with good personalities out there to befriend with, if I want to. Your friendships wont make much difference.

3 down. 1 left. How long can you last?

It has been four years since I have my own digital camera. All these years, I have camwhored a lot. When I say alot, I mean thousands of pictures. Due to some problems my external hard disk was causing, I lost a fraction of them. Among them, were some of those I loved.

I am just glad that I still have some of them and I can still take them again(when I feel better of my appearance). Here are some of my favourite pictures. These are taken with my digi cam. If you dislike vain people like me, do not continue, okay.

Here goes.

This is one historical picture. Taken on 2nd Sept 2003, this was the first good picture I had.

Taken on 29th Sept 2003. I wasnt in a toilet. Thats just a hand-washing area at my old house.

Taken 7th Oct 2004.

Taken 19th Oct 2004.

Taken on 24th Jan 2005. Thats another picture I like alot.

Taken on 11th April 2005. A failed artistic piece but I like it nonetheless.

Taken on 12th June. I just got that dress I was wearing.

Taken on 21st Sept 2005.

Taken on 12th Nov 2005 using Wen’s camera. Over-exposed but I like the wildness in my eyes.

Right now, I am very, very angry at The Guy, over a remote control.

Ta.

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All the pictures above are not photoshopped. I just added my name to prevent unwanted situations.

I am so sleepy right now. I want to sleep. I want to sleep. I want to sleep. I want to sleep. I want to sleep. I want to sleep. I want to sleep. I want to sleep. I want to sleep. I want to sleep. I want to sleep. I want to sleep. I want to sleep. I want to sleep. I want to sleep. I WANT TO SLEEEEEEEEEEP!

Okay. That didnt help much. About time to go to class.

Ta.

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Very sien now. VERY SIEN LAH!!!! I want to shout out loud but I am afraid that the other people might think that I got rob or something. Why cant you just ask me one more time? Then maybe I’ll budge leh. Nevermind. =
Mum went to Taiwan this afternoon. Bro is still unsure of whether he is coming or not.

Okay. Dont feeling like blogging for anymore for the night. Continue tomorrow, maybe.

Bah.

OMG. I cant believe I have Astro now! No, silly. I have Astro back in my hometown. Just cant believe that my mum actually brought it here for me. *sniffs* So from now onwards, I can be a potato couch again. Going to get a new dvd player and our own bigger tv!

Anyway, to prevent something like this from happening again, I left home at 12.15pm and headed to the petrol station to fill the tank up. I then drove leisurely to KLIA and arrived at 1.45pm and waited for 5 mins before I saw my mum approaching my car. Yay! Everything went so smoothly.

We went shopping after stopping by my place, leaving her luggages behind. Bought a new semi-formal jacket which I reaaaallllyy like from Laura Ashley and a pair(yes, another pair!) of slippers from Marks & Spencer. So happifying.

So far so good. Havent get scolded by her yet. Heh. Lets hope that there will be none until Tuesday, when she leaves for Taiwan. But my Bro might be coming. Thats a very, very bad news. But heck. I have got Astro now!