Had a great day today. I am feeling much better already so you all can ignore the previous two entries I posted. Heh!

So back to my Sunday. I cant remember the last time I woke up early in the morning without having other people to wake me up! Felt very fresh as the morning sunshine hit my face. Gosh. Such great feeling I have missed for so long. I then drove to the boyfriend’s place and spent the rest of the day with him and the friends. Made me feel that I do have a life.

My hair is getting longer, my tummy is getting flatter and acnes are retreating. In short, I am having a wee bit of confidence now(which I previously had close to zero).

Ahh. Such is life. I feel so good that I made my blog a new banner.

Heres a picture of my current hair length. I sometimes feel like pulling my hair a little everyday so that it grows faster. Apparently it wont work and will only lead to hair loss. Bah.

*dont ask why I added my name on my forehead*

Sometimes I think I am the cause of every problem. If I dont exist, all this problems would not exist too. I hate myself. I hate evrything.

I feel so ugly inside-out.

I dont understand why are you doing all this to me. I am not your only child. Why are you being so unfair to me?

All those materials you provide me is never going to fill up the hole you have been digging in my heart. Never.

You can live with your son for the rest of your life for you just lost your daughter.

I have had enough. I want out. One more push from you and I will be out of your life forever.

Goodbye, mum.

Oh man. I feel like a big lazy worm leeching of the boyfriend. I am fat and flabby and lazy and fat and flabby and lazy!

I need to be more productive from tomorrow onwards!

Things to do tomorrow :

1) Call tenant.
2) Call Metro(I am offically a Metro student now!)
3) Look for new place to stay.
4) Go supermarket.
5) Cook soup!
6) SHOP!

…and start losing weight. I really need to.

Bye.

This is more like me. Dark background with some bright fonts is definitely me. Makes me feel more confident. Why didnt I choose this template before? Gosh. I have wasted almost a year blogging like someone else I was trying to be.

Look at my old blog. I like it much better not only because of its layout but because of what I blogged about in there too. I was more of myself back there. I am a very emotional person. So my blog should be filled with a lot of entries which content many different emotion. But before this, I was just trying to blog like someone whom is happy OR angry. Nothing else.

Where have the pasisonate side of me gone(and many more emos, of course)? Geez. One year of blogging gone down the drain! And it made me lost some of the touch. The touch which makes my blog full of my style.

I like dark colours. I am most comfortable dressed in dark colours. Thats when the wild side of me oozes out of me which makes me look like a crazy kid sometimes. It is even worse when it meets with my moodswing. Beware if you see me in dark colours clothes and looking moody. I might burn your car.

Bah. Be ready to take in a lot of complains, whinings and a lot more in the future.

So I have been lazy recently. Posting craps here and there to make this blog of mine looks less dead than it really was.

Life recently is like a rollercoaster. Just when I was so high above, feeling really great, I drop. What a big turn off. Bugger.

Well, classes starting soon and I hope that bloggings will resume to its normal state too.

Buhbye!

.::At travel agency::.

Husband : I want to go to Bali!!!
Wife : I want to go to Paris!!!

.::Husband and wife started to fight::.

Travel agent : So where do both of you want to go??

Husband & wife : Hospital…

Son : Dad, my girlfriend is pregnant.
Dad : Son, dont make any more mistakes.
Son : I know, Dad. I will be responsible for her.
Dad : You just made another mistake.

Today, today I bet my life
You have no idea
What I feel inside
Don’t be afraid to let it show

For you’ll never know
If you let it hide

Chorus:
I love you
You love me
Take this gift and don’t ask why
Cause if you will let me
I’ll take what scares you
Hold it deep inside
And if you ask me why I’m with you
And why I’ll never
Leave
Love will show you everything

One day
When youth is just a memory
I know you’ll be standing right next to me

I love you
You Love me
Take this gift and don’t ask why
Cause if you will let me
I’ll take what scares you
Hold it deep inside
And if you ask me why I’m with you
And why I’ll never
Leave
My love will show you everything
My love will show you everything
My love will show you everything
Our love will show us everything

This is the soundtrack of the movie If Only. Its sang by Jennifer Love Hewitt. So nice lah >.<

I think this is the first time I write a movie review here. Not sure if its gonna be good but I just have to blog about this movie.

I watched If Only this afternoon and cried my eyes out.

*Bewarned. A quite detailed summary ahead*

This movie is about a couple; an American woman, Samantha Andrews( Jennifer Love Hewitt), and a British man, Ian Wyndham( Paul Nicholls ), whom were staying somewhere in England. They were not exactly the happiest couple around. Well, at least to Sam.

Sam and Ian had an arguement after a not-very-smooth day over dinner. Sam got out of the restaurant, Ian went after, Sam got in a cab, Ian tried to talk to her, Ian failed, Sam left in the cab, cab stopped at traffic light, Ian started running towards it, light turned green, cab started to move and

*BAAANNNGGGGG*

Cab got crashed into.

Sam died. Ian was crushed.

Somehow, Ian woke up the next day to yesterday! Well, time actually turned back one day(to the day Sam died) and Ian had the ability to change what was going to happen. He wanted to save Sam.

He did save her in the end, after turning the not-so-smooth day into the most romantic day the both of them had ever spent together. However, Ian died in the end.

He got into the cab with Sam and shielded her in the cab during the accident.

Find a way to watch it. Its as good as A Walk To Remember.

Excuse me now. I want to watch it again. *prepares tissue*