Befriend me, girls.

I was browsing around friendster a few minutes ago(tho I should be studying) and landed at one of my female classmate’s page. She had this picture of her and other female classmates, taken when they were at KTV, as her primary picture.

I know their names but I have never spoke to them. I mean never. For the whole semester. No, I am not a stuck up bitch. No, I am not as snobbish as I look. I am just shy.

But how is it possible to not speak to them for the whole semester?? Could it be the unfriendly faces they showed me? Could it be due to the fact that I only share one common class with them? Was it because I offended them when I tried to smile to them when bump into one another somewhere in the campus? I dont know.

I have only spoke to one of them. Yes. ONE. I was asking her where did our class relocated to. And she told me and I said thanks and the end. How sad is that? The fact is, I have always had problems making friends with girls. I dont know why! I am a really friendly girl =( *sniffles*

The girls in my high school was okay with me. I was close to many of them back then and are fine among many others. But girls from other school just had bad impression on me. Why lah! It was only after they got to know me then they treated me better.

But in kl, things went out of hand. It was still fine when I was in SAM(south australian matriculation), had one or two close girlfriends. But things got worse when I got into TBS(taylor’s business school). I had only ONE close girlfriend, whom was also my ONLY lunch partner. So when she was absent, I would have to eat lunch alone or skip it. *bawls*

Its so sad for me to not have enough girlfriends to hang out with and all. Phoebe and Wendy are the only two girls I hang out with all the time. Now with Phoebe so far away(back in Sarawak), I have only Wendy.

Befriend me. Girls only please. No, I’m not a lesbian. It just that I need them more than guy friends. *sobs*