Help

I am feeling very insecure now. Someone please help me. I tried my best to not think bout it but people around keep reminding me of it. How long more can I force myself to not think bout it? Its tearing me up inside. It does hurt to see what I have seen. I wanna forget about it. Someone help me. Gonna have another row of sleepless nights. Welcome back, dark circles. Know you would not leave me alone for long. Migrane, please dont be harsh on me. You know I can’t stand you. I dont want to pop 8 pills down one go just to keep you away, again. I hate it. I hate both of you. You not only make me ugly, you also make me lose my concentration. Please spare me. Please. I am asking nicely. Have mercy on me. Leave me alone.